May 29 2012

Let There Be Art! Also, Some Mini-Epiphanies

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So! I’ve been going through some interesting mental gymnastics recently about my creative endeavors, which I will spare you the sordid details of (at least partially because I don’t think think they’re finished and I’m not sure I spotted them all as it is); the net result as of this weekend, however, is that I went out and bought myself a new color printer and a laminator for making artistic stuffery.

I also put together a new price list for the upcoming cons, which ended up being a lot more fun of an activity than I expected. Something about making it, jazzed me up about wanting to do more art, probably at least in part because I tried to pick some of my favorite pieces for putting onto it. Note that I said some of my favorite pieces, not necessarily some of my best pieces.

The reason I say this is because one of the things that’s been getting the way of my creative endeavors lately is the nagging sense that I’m not working on what I “should be” working on. Writing fanfic? I “should be” trying to write a proper novel! Drawing ponies? I “should be” trying to do something more grand or with a broader appeal, etc. And few things kill the joy in art faster than the word “should.”

And without joy, what’s the point of doing art? I mean. Really.

So screw it. I’m going to do the art I want to do, and stop trying to think about what would be “good for my career” or “get a lot of attention” or “broaden my fanbase” or whatever. The goal is to be having fun with it! Anything that adds to fun, is a good thing. Anything that takes away from fun, is doing it wrong.

Bringin’ the Awesome

I also had a little mini-epiphany last night while playing “Draw Something” of all the silly things. I sent a way-more-elaborate-than-it-needed-to-be drawing to another player, who sent back the message “Just a [simple thing] would have been fine.”

I wrote back, “‘Fine’ is fine, but I always try to at least aim for ‘awesome’ if I can!” I meant it as a joke, but the more I thought about it, the more I liked it. The truth of the matter is, I’m not a particularly good artist– in point of fact, most of the time I’m way out of my depth. But for whatever reason, I keep aiming for awesome, even if I know I’m not likely to hit it. This used to be a constant source of frustration for me, but somehow, lately, it’s become a source of pride and pleasure. I dunno, maybe I’m channeling my inner Soarin?

Whatever it is, I like it. And I want to hold on to it. :)

Finally, Commission Pre-Announcement

It is widely-known, by the ten or eleven people who know such things, that I almost never do commissions. However! As I need to rustle up a few extra bucks to offset the cost of going to BroNYCon, I’m going to open up some commission slots in the next week or so. The reason I’m telling everyone now before I actually do it, is because there will be limited spaces, and in the past I’ve received flak for the way the slots opened and then closed again before people even had a chance to get one.

I don’t expect it to go that way this time– I’m not the celebrity I used to be– but better safe than sorry. So this is the official word: if you’re interested in a commission, keep your eyes open, because they’ll be opening soon.

That’s all for now! Have an awesome day. :)

-The Gneech

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2 responses to “Let There Be Art! Also, Some Mini-Epiphanies”

  1. Applejinx says:

    You’re wanting to go to BronyCon? Heh, now I really want to try and make that happen.

    I love your thoughts here- you speak for me (quite obviously, as I am about halfway through a SECOND poni novel, and again a cloppy one)

    I think I tend to aim for FAITHFUL- which seems to make sense for an Applejack type. All the stuff that I do seems to be torque over RPM- never getting anywhere near awesome, but dragging folks along like a bulldozer.

    Lately I’ve been on a real tear about troll-fics and people doing stuff like MSTing fan-fics- to some extent it’s not as much about ‘everything must be fun’, for me, as trying to get to the heart of things, and develop what is SINCERE. That’s the big thing that MLP brought all of us- a massive dose of unashamed sincere. I want to hear that call- even if I’m a damn weirdo- because trying to be a fake ‘acceptable person’ is neither effective or fun.

    I don’t think I often say it, but I am very happy to know you and be able to say the occasional encouraging word- and it’s most fun when it’s over epiphanies like this. Epiphanies are awesome…

    • The Gneech says:

      Actually, I’m going to be on the #Twitterponies panel at BroNYCon. :) Should be fun!

      And thanks! ^.^